You trust like it’s the law of gravity, until you don’t, and everything is just words, no meaning.
I am not sure if its practice or numbness, there was no physical pain. My hands are still shaking, and had to fight back tears. But there was no heart burn. Probably just in denial. It must be from practice.
If 21 days makes a habit, then what does 4 years do? In what way can you lose it?